My name is Emily, I really don't know how to explain myself. I'm a loner, I'm lost, I'm a realist, I'm a screw up, I don't have much going for me. I've been a best friend, a girlfriend, an admirer and the admired, I've been so low I could taste the dirt and so high the air was running low, but none of it describes me. It's all in the general sense of what everyone is. I'm me.. that's about the best I can give you because that's all I am to me. the description of me you want, can only come from you.